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December 6th, 2005
10:41 pm
you know what no one ever does anymore? livejournal.
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August 29th, 2005
April 26th, 2005
05:13 pm - dont be hatin.
ive been gone long enough for you all to get new user pics and icons. way to go. and i must say they are all exceptionally snazzy. i just got off work. perhaps i should limit my shifts in the kitchen to a bare minimum given my weiner and mayonaise phobias. i smell like fried food and ass and am pmsing with a vengance. damn you sonic. thank god for days off and an awesome boyfriend. that certianly brightens my mood. karina will be gone before i knoqw it and that is seriously fucking with my head. i cant type for shit on raleighs computer. myabe im just out of practice. whatever. ive got alot on my mind. i miss damn near everyone. and i dunno, but maybe i find it odd that i even care. perhaps im not heartless after all. but dont tell anyone. its outr little secret. jon, im sorry i didnt see you at all this past weekend. i feel like a douche. but happy 20th nonetheless. i heart you. and you. and yes, even you. and shea i wasnt ignoring you today when you sent me the text. i have no minutes so i can receive messages but cant send them. im gonna try to take care of that tonight though. as for now raleighs running 2 miles while i do this and watch roseanne. i wanted to join him but the cramps forced me to reconsider. and now i realize how long its been since i watched tv. ah whatever. im gonna be just like her when i grow up. and all will be grand. yay. ill be 20 soon. what the fuck? i feel like i should buy a shawl and a carton of ensure. i wondwer how ill spend it. i just saw this really fucked up lamisil comercial and though i have no toe fungus, i feel like i should get a pedicure like right now. blah. oh. and in light of it all im lucky. and my boyfriend is amazing. its like for once i feel like im part of something thats not one sided. evrything is just....splendid to say the least. and i love him. yes. love him. so very much. its amazing how things fall into palce. right where they should and when they sould. and its not like it was anything you did becase you sure as hell didnt see it coming. its just works. and its needs/has no expliantion but its amazing. word to your motha.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/suns/happy.gif) chipper
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April 24th, 2005
03:59 pm - boo.
guess its been a while. trasnslation = about 2 weeks. and no i havent dropped off the face of the earth. my truck is still fucked up and the computer crashed. hence the whole nichole making herself scarce thing these days. i miss you guys. things have began to look up. i got a job working dayshift at southside sonic as a carhop and in the kitchen. some of them rock, and some of them can blow me. and as of a few weeks ago me and raleigh started going out. and everything is fucking fantastic in that department. im crazy about him. but you knew that already. and last night was rehobeths prom. he was so cute in his tux. kaina even went. i didnt think she would. but im damn glad she did. converse tube socks and all. then i went to mikes show and had to watch from the window bc rthey were packed. i went to the bathroom and when i came abck raleigh was standing at the windaow. i beleive the phrase "pleasant suprise" are probalbly most suiting. but yea. guess trhats alll for now. holla.
Current Music: full metal jacket
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April 15th, 2005
02:53 pm - completely useless triva about nichole. there will be a test!
First job: the kfc/taco bell on 84. i was like 14?
First screen name: kiddiegiggles85
First funeral: my grandmothers.
First pet: princess. a german sheppard i got when i was 3.
First piercing/tattoo: my ears. my mom had it done before i was a month old.
First credit card: mastercard.
First kiss: heh. matthew vinson. bwahhahahahaaa!
First enemy: some demon seed skank whod pick on me about the gap in my teeth back in elementary school. her name was bj. and i didnt like that whore. lol.
First favorite musician/band: i was all about some paula abdul and def leppard and back in the day.
Lasts
Last car ride: the other day when i was w/ mj and asia.
Last movie watched: monty python and the holy grail.
Last beverage drank: pepsi.
Last food consumed: EASY MAC!!!
Last phone call: when raleigh called last night.
Last time showered: last night.
Last CD played: the best of led zepplin
Last website visited: barnesandnoble.com
Now
Single or Taken: taken.
Sex: i just so happen to have a vagina. and im stoked.
Birthday: june 22 1985.
Sign: cancer.
Hair color: dark brown.
Eye color: hazel.
Shoe size: 8 1/2 or 9.
Height: five foot fo'.
Right now what are you...
Wearing: an old school dare shirt, jeans, flip flops.
Drinking: green haiwian punch.
Thinking about: "was today really nessecary?"
Listening to: rhcp.
UNIQUE
1. Nervous Habits? you have to get nervous to have nervous habits. so none.
2. Are you double jointed? yep. in both arms....and in ONE leg. what is that?
3. Can you roll your tongue? umm no i dont think.?
4. Can you raise one eyebrow at a time? apparently so. bc raleigh accused me of giving him the peoples eyebrow last night and i was unaware that i was capable of doing that.
5. Can you blow spit bubbles? haha. yea.
6. Can you cross your eyes? no.
7. Tattoos? none.
8. Piercings and where? ears. both lobes and right cartlidge.
9. Do you make your bed daily? no. bc thats pointless.
CLOTHES
10. Which shoe goes on first? left. and why is this relevant?
11. Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at anyone? yep.
12. On the average, average? wh
13.What jewelry do you wear 24/7? the thumb ring on my left hand and my class ring on my left index finger.
14. Favorite piece of clothing? probably my "never forgive, never forget" shirt. tho i havent worn it in EONS.
FOOD
15. Do you twirl your spaggetti or cut it? twirler. definitley a twirler.
16. Have you ever eaten Spam? yes. and its fucking HORRID. aviod that shit at all costs.
17. Favorite ice cream flavor? orange sherbert.
18. How many cereals in your cabinet? 1. raisin bran crunch.
19. What's your favorite beverage? hypnotic! nah...cheery coke.
20. What's your favorite restaurant? old mexico
21. Do you cook? only if i go next door. bc i have no stove.
GROOMING
22. How often do you brush your teeth? twice a day at the least.
23. Hair drying method? with a blow DRYER.
24. Have you ever colored/highlighted your hair? yes.
25. Do you swear? constantly.
26. Do you ever spit? nah.
WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE
27. Animal? monkies.
28. Food? anything mexican.
29. Month? july.
30. Day? humpday.
31. Cartoon? the family guy
32. Shoe Brand? sacony
33. Subject in school? geometry. mrs hinson is the man!
34. Color? blue
35. Sport? soccer
36. TV show? shotries watchin shorties.
37. Thing to do in the spring? frolic.
38. Thing to do in the summer? go to the beach.
39. Thing to do in the fall? bag snatching. lol.
40. Thing to do in the winter? stay warm.
42. Person you talk most on the phone with? either mike or raleigh.
43. Ever taken a cab? yep. quite a bit.
44. Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows and mirrors? sometimes.
45. What color is your bedroom? blue.
46. Do you use an alarm clock? the one on my cell phone.
47. Window seat or aisle? aisle. or i feel claustrophobic
LA LA LAND
48. What's your sleeping position? on my right side w my arm underneath my pillow. and i have to be holding or have my arm around something w/ my left.
49. Even in hot weather do you use a blanket? yep. even an electric blanket.
51. Do you sleepwalk? no. well not that i can remember.
52. Do you talk in your sleep? occasionally. ive even woke myself up a few times doing it.
53. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? that zebra asia won me last weekend has been there since i got it.
54. How about with the light on? no.
55. Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on? tv most of the time. but the fan is non-negotiable.
Current Music: led zepplin - kashmir
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April 5th, 2005
04:31 am - you and me word for word since day one
So denied, so I lied
Are you the now or never kind?
In a day and a day love
I'm gonna be gone for good again
Are you willing to be had?
Are you cool with just tonight?
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all to well
Here's to the night we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye tomorrow's gunna come too soon
Put your name on the line
Along with place and time
Want to stay, not to go, I want to ditch the logical
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well
Here's to the night we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye tomorrow's gunna come too soon
All my time is froze in motion
Can't I stay an hour or two or more
Don't let me let you go
Don't let me let you go
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well
Here's to the night we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye, tomorrow's gunna come too soon
Too soon
Here's to the night we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye tomorrow's gunna come too soon
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/suns/sad.gif) crushed
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April 4th, 2005
03:04 pm - pointlessness
i know my calculus. it says you + me = us.
zoot suit riot...
(RIOT!!)
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/suns/okay.gif) apathetic
Current Music: take me out - the franz
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07:25 am - nothin like ramblin in the am
well ive been up since 5 in the am sneezing and sickly and whatnot. 8im running out of kleenex and i cant go back to sleep. marvelous. maybe ill just go to school w/ karina. may as well. im up now. and me and the hickster are overdue.
jk.
i miss jon. hes like one of my best friends and i havent seen him in like a week. im deprived. its like im missing my left nut.
jk. again.
about the nut part anyway. lol.
back to square one.
sucks not having a vehicle.
sucks even further not having a job or a vehicle.
and every day of the week is like a fucking cd on repeat. then the weekend comes barging in w/ a change of tune and its fucking glorious.
so heres to friday. cheers.
but i think wednesday will have its fair share of rockitude.
one can only hope for such rockitide.
im gonna die any day now.
jk. once more. and this time im done. promise.
and praise be to allah for benadryl.
and to lauren and her extensive use of acronyms and symbols to get her point across in "conversation".
das farbe blau [7:17 AM]: have a good day.
Coldhardcole85 [7:17 AM]: you too babe
Coldhardcole85 [7:18 AM]: :)
das farbe blau [7:18 AM]: =)
das farbe blau [7:18 AM]: <3
Coldhardcole85 [7:18 AM]: <3
Coldhardcole85 [7:18 AM]: double loveage
das farbe blau [7:18 AM]: ;D
das farbe blau [7:18 AM]: yayness.
das farbe blau [7:18 AM]: bye bye
Coldhardcole85 [7:18 AM]: word.
Coldhardcole85 [7:18 AM]: later.
have a fucking exquisite day. bc i know i sure as hell will.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/suns/awake.gif) awake
Current Music: the used.
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April 2nd, 2005
02:18 am - they love me! they really love me! lol.
i dont even know where to begin. so i wont.
but i will say im a lucky girl to have friends such as mj asia and jon. youre fucking superheros as far as im concerned. <3
and of course i hold the rest of you guys in high reguards and love you to death as well. but these three showed me some serious love today. and ill be forever greatful.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/suns/silly.gif) crazy
Current Music: pj harvey
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April 1st, 2005
01:57 pm - its the end of the world as we know it. and i feel fine.
well its rained for 24 hours. so im going to build my ark now. im not taking any chances. i know the voice of god when i hear it.
so what the fuck is a cubit anyway?
Current Mood: awake
Current Music: rilo kiley
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12:58 am - boredom makes you do horrid things...lame-o
Take the quiz: "what kind of drug are you? (includes pictures)"
cocaine.
you are cocaine. addictive, expensive and confident..
Take the quiz: "What Cuss Word Are You?"
Bitch
YOU ARE INDEED A
Take the quiz: "Which American City Are You?"
Seattle
Your dark exterior masks a caffeine driven activism. You'll take up a cause and you'll get ugly to advance it.
Take the quiz: "Which Dead Rock Star Are You?"
Jeff Buckley
You are Jeff Buckley! You're influential to many young and old, and very talented. You have charisma and grace that sets you a part from many. You are beautiful! Oh, he died in 1997 from a drug-induced drowning in the Mississippi River.
Take the quiz: "-What Band are you!?"
You are The Beastie Boys!
Ch Check it out! You are an energetic, funloving bastard who loves life. Everyone loves to be around you and you make them laugh. Keep it up my friend!!
Take the quiz: "Which Spice Girl Are You?"
Posh spice (Victoria)
You my friend are most like posh spice. youre sophisticated, fun loving, and a really nice person (deapite what people may think). you love to hang out and have fun and you always look good. some people think youre just a rich snob, but youre actually a nice, fun person!
Current Mood: amused
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March 31st, 2005
10:47 pm - it never really mattered too much to me....
i found this really old yet awesome cd laying aroingd the house while i was cleaning today. its called boom. and it screams old school 98 like a mother fucker. for instance...
1. love you down - inoj
2. bitch - meredith brooks
3. how bizzare - omc
4. my boo - ghost town djs
5. tub thumping - chumbawumba
6. all cried out - allure
7. please dont go - no mercy
yea that was the more popular shit on the cd. not too bad. if youre stuck in middle school. surprised there was no hanson or spice girls really. ha.
an ugly day trasformed my entire house (like therea alot of it to begin with) into an immaculate state of being. i feel like i can think a complete though now. messes fuck w/ my head. im strange.
let me love you down.....
lol.
its sooooo stuck in my head now. its horrible. i used to kill this shit when i was like 13. but i bet you all could imagine me doing so. so theres no need to mention it really.
sighs*
raleigh,
hmmmmm. yea...nevermind.
<3
im having really crazy dreams lately. you already know about jon giving me away to phil collins and all, but what i dreamt last night was a bit more odd. or maybe just how i woke up. anyway. i dreamt i was snorting a line of coke off of my night stand. (which ive never done by the way) and when i woke up.....i was laying across my bed and most of my head was on the night stand. freaked me out. now what really woulde been crazy is if i had snorted shit for real while i was asleep. like subconciusly. bc i wouldve snorted the ashes out of the ashtray or something. and that wouldve blown. god only knows what ill dream of tonight. lol. shudder*
im off to pursue something that makes me happy. later kids.
and i couldnt resist. sorry.
It never really mattered to much to me.
You were just too damned old for me.
All that really mattered was you were my boyfriend.
And baby, that's all that mattered to me.
Let me love you down, even if it takes all nite.
Let me love you down, you know it's got to be so right.
Remember when you drove me home from work.
I love the way you kiss me bye. Mmmm....
All of your friends think I'm just too young for you.
So tell em I can what girls thir age can do. Oh babe ...
Let me love you down, even if it takes all nite.
Let me love you down, you know it's got to be so right.
Let me love you down, even if it takes all nite.
Let me love you down, you know it's got to be so right. Oh....
It never really mattered to much to me.
That they were, just too damn blind to see.
As long as can love you down, baby just be my man.
That's all that mattered to me.
Let me love you down, even if it takes all nite.
Let me love you down, you know it's got to be so right.
Let me love you down, Ooooooo
Let me love you down, I know, I know, I could.
love you, down, down, Ooooooo
Love you down, down,Know,Know,Know,Know,Know,Know,Know,
Let me love you, I wana me love you, Down.
Let me love you, I wana me love you, Down babe.
Current Mood: listless
Current Music: how bizzare...
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March 30th, 2005
11:09 pm - cmon and raise up.
hmm... yea and stuff. how many blondes does it take to change a diaper? 2. yea me and karina had an experince w/ that today. rather amusing really. remind me to never have kids. bc im rather clueless. on alot of things. shea scared the shit out of me.and karina. i didnt know what to think. but we freaked the fuck out. but we went to see her. and things arent as grand as one would hope. but they could be a helluva lot worse. time heals all wounds. so they say. either way, youve got me. and i love you. blake showed up and therefore i got the hell out of there. and hes all acting like othings wrong. im quite sure he talks crazy shit about me when im not around. but hes all chummy and buddy buddy w/ me when im around. what? is that? i may never know. and i could sit here and commit the same atrocity i accuse him of but id rather not. instead, i have something rather good to say about him. shea was in the hospital. he called her not knowing this. but when he found out HE FUCKING WALKED FROM MIDLAND CITY TO THE SKATEPARK ON MONTGOMERY HIGHWAY. then got someone to take him to the medical center. just to see her. yea. i dunno about yall, i dont think ive ever had a guy care about me that much. thats pretty fucking rare. and i dunno i guess i respect (perhaps theres a better word?) him for that. and no matter what he really does love that girl. and for the rest of my life blake sheppard will be associated with the old proclaimers smash hit "and i would walk 500 miles.....and i would walk 500 more" lol. and you know you know what im talking about. ive said shit about him, hes said shit about me, which mostly roots from pisstivity (and yes thats a word.)at some level, but all in all. he does have his moments in greatness. so...yeah...and stuff.
and you havent had a sing along till youve had one w/ me and karina in her car singing dashboard tines at ungodly volumes. we reprefuckinsent.
i hung out w/ micheal and asia. then we went to go get raleigh. then we went to the mall and ate. dicked around. blah. mike had to be home early and he wasnt gonna make it if hed ran me home. so i stayed w/ raleigh and we rode around and went to dakota. good times. ive never heard anyone laugh so hard at shit i say or stunts i pull. then he brought me home. and that was my night.
yea. im so in like. hardy har har. its ridiculous.
mjs trying to slate a show for sometime in april. and i think itll either be at rewired or that one skate park. and you sooo better go. or else.
"what you think you doin?"
"what it look like? puttin it down fo my niggas on the southside!
Current Mood: calm
Current Music: the warmth - incubus
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02:56 pm
we are the knights who say ni.
and you must return w/ a shrubbery.
no questions asked.
Current Mood: amused
Current Music: the killers
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March 29th, 2005
10:58 pm - nichole collins? ha! never!
last night
i had a dream.
that i got married
to phil collins.
yes, i said phil collins.
as in the guy from the old group genesis.
and my dear jon was the one who walked me down the isle and gave me away to the old geriatric bastard. thank you jon.
surely im not the only one who finds this odd/amusing.
call me.
im having quite the shitty day.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/suns/gloomy.gif) gloomy
Current Music: breakfast at tiffanys
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02:53 am - take a chance you stupid ho.
dude, life is a fucking comedy. i swear to god.
and green berry hawiian punch is THE shit.
just wanted to clear that up.
and i wouldnt have believed you w/o the "GRRR" hahaha.
heh. that raleigh.....is such a comedian as well.
god this was random.
but i like it. alot. *sigh*
not to mention, him. but go fucking figure tho right?
me and my big mouth.
and i need to shut up now. kthanks.
you dont need to know everything. not that there really is anything in the first place. but yea...you get me.
and i love you shea-lo. bunches. times two.
i want a tattoo.
and im down to only 48 hours left of being broke as fuck.
life is peachy.
in some aspects anyway.
and fuck blazers. bc im buying a fucking kia man. watch me. well eventually anyway...
its currently parked at that old building across the street from sheas house. and it wont start. damn.
if i can work myself out of the current mind fuck im in. blah..
ever think someones mad or something w/ you? and honestly have no idea as to why they would be? yea, i hate that. so very much. i dont know where to begin on that one.
in other news, ive started writing again.
but thats not really important anyway.
now if only i could play guitar.
and i hear blakes back in town. and fucking hates me. for whatever reason. but let him open his mouth tho. bc really, i could go on and on...
see its kinda sad how im such a terrible person in these hush hush conversations of yours here lately. but im the one you call when you need shit in the middle of the night. yea, so forget that you have my number. seriously. bc thats bullshit.
miss leandras burning me some shit. so thats awesome. possibly even a 2 disc set? yea. that and that girl mos def rock. seems the two of us have gotten rather tight the past week or two. good times. and im really glad to see her on cloud nine and all. and this jesse guy doesnt seem like a bastard at all. (at least hes no blake sheppard, you know?) so im happy for her.
i met a guy online tonight from the dothan scene community. his names austin. and we share the same disgust for ashley prichard and all these goth punk emo scene kids that seem to be comming out of the woodwork since hot topic came to town. consider this your shout out. true story: i was having a smoke outside the food court the other day and see a girl w/ a guns and roses shirt on. and i have the same one. so i ask her what her favorite song is, AND SHE SAID "ummm. i think its track 3 on the cd that has all the spahagetti noodles on it." see guys, THIS is the type of shit im talking about. pathetic. and ridiculous. i hate people like that. so dont be a walking billbaord if you dont know shit about what it is your advertising. use common fucking sense people. come on.
and rachel, i havent forgotten your smokes.
gwen stefani makes some awesome "work out music" seriously. i ran 5 miles tonight to that cd. on a treadmill anyway, lol.
whatcha waiting for? take a chance you stupid ho. :)
only gwen. gotta love her.
and i fear im turning into jon. considering the amount of time ive spent in front of a computer here lately. *gasp* god forbid. <3 shut up, you know im kidding.
and where the hell is the tinkerbell icon?
gah freakin idiot.
im off to catch up on the perks of being a wallflower. amazing book. get that shit. and then to get some much needed beauty sleep. bc im looking seriuosly deprived.
love love love to all. even to the prying eyes. you fuckers. :)
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/suns/tired.gif) drained
Current Music: taking back sunday
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March 28th, 2005
04:24 pm - pimp juce....rofl..
Get all your Pimpdaddy® real pimp suits, pimp costumes and everything else right here! What do you need?
Pimp suits? Got 'em!
Pimp hats? Got 'em!
Fur coats? Pimp coats? Got 'em!
Fishtank shoes? Got 'em!
Pimp outfits? Got 'em!
Ho outfits? Got 'em!
Platform shoes? Got 'em!
Bling bling? Got it!
Pimp costumes? Got 'em!
Of course I've also got pimp glasses, pimp accessories, pimp afros, ladies wigs & glasses, the phattest pimp fur coats, t-shirts, club hats, Mardi Gras gear, shot glasses, etc. right here!
Current Mood: amused
Current Music: you make me wanna LA LA!! hardy har har
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09:42 am - atreyu <3
I began my ascent at minus zero
You made so sure of that
You tried to keep me down here
Your complacency has been your downfall
Nobody made you king of the world
And I'm here to dethrone you
So kiss the ring motherfucker
It's my time, my time to shine
Grasping for the straws as they fall
Maybe you can make a splint for your broken ego
For your broken ego
So I say thank you for the scars
And the guilt and the pain
Every tear I've never cried
Has sealed your fucking fate
Did you take me for, a fool
Or were you just too blind to see
That every effort made has failed
And there is no destroying me
Hate can be a positive emotion
When it forces you to better yourself
You built me, constructed my desire
Perfected my hatred
Now I'm driven to be ten times better than you think you are
Ten times better than you think you are
Piece by piece I've built my walls
And burned the bridges down
That lead back to people like you
So full of malice, so full of scorn
You tried your best to crush my spirit
You tried to steal my soul
You pushed my back against the wall
And I broke it down
I will not be broken
Though I am the one that bleeds
I will not be broken
I am the one
So I say thank you for the scars
And the guilt and the pain
Every tear I've never cried
Has sealed your fucking fate
Did you take me for, a fool
Or were you just too blind to see
That every effort made has failed
And there is no destroying me
I feel eyelashes on my cheek
And they lacerate my flesh
A pain so good
Put your hand in mine
Never let go
Never wake up
'cause I'm done with promises
I'm taking blood oaths
Flees like you could kiss my imperfections
My imperfections away
And I would stand
Stand by your side
Until the sun turns the sky
All the colors I see in your eyes
I'll never need to see the sun again
There's enough light in your eyes
To light up our little world
So take me
Take me away
Kill me slowly
I'll never be the same
I swear to you
On everything I am
And I dedicate to you all that I have
And I promise you
That I will stand right by your side
Forever and always
Until the day I die
The bite marks on my neck
Never felt so good
I'm losing control
And it's all that I can do not to blackout
And fall into lust with you
Your kisses infect me
The dark gift is loving you
And I feel immortal
And I want to make you feel the same
So stand by me as we immolate
We can burn in each other's arms
Current Music: hawthorne heights
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March 26th, 2005
02:28 am - indeed....
Uncorrupted
You are 85% pure |
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My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 66% on purity |
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